I made a thread earlier today in the hopes of getting some things off my chest about DPs behaviour but it didn’t get any attention and I also downplayed it.
Told DP tonight I wanted out unless things changed, huge argument and some of his most threatening behaviour yet. When he came in The bedroom to talk, he shut the door behind him which I thought was off. At one point he stopped, cracked his knuckles, made fists and walked towards me. Threatened to drag me out the house. Threatened to hurt my pets. Conversation ended with me apologising for everything I’ve done.
I can’t leave right now of my own accord. However he can kick me out and he knows it.
I used to judge people like this and I’ve become it, weak and stupid. I feel like I’m waiting for the day he just hits me And the waiting for it makes me wish it’d just happen already. I know that’s bad.