Ok, I’ll have a shot at deciphering, as I’ve nothing else to do right now. I’m not sure I got it totally correct but here goes.
I don’t need people to tell me I’m stupid. I know I am. I got together with my partner when I was 18. I got pregnant when I was 20. It was unplanned and due to changing pills.
I worked part time, he was an apprentice. One day I came home late and I went on the Xbox, just to play, and I saw he been chatting to another woman on there. I know I should Have ended it, but his dad had cancer, he had never previously bothered with him or his other kids, but that had changed just before he got cancer.
I ended up like looking after his father, because I only worked part time, and between 5-10pm I usually drove his dad around and did everything for him
He told me he felt like I didn’t know what he was going though. I accepted it but I know I’m not a fool
(About 6 mouths ago I Found out he was cheating, we have been together 15 years and are not married, we have been through a difficult time, I lost my dad and my mum owed us money. He was also going though a hard time at work. He decided to go self employed and I fully supported him during this*.
What a fool he thinks I am
He is talking to that woman still and has slept with two other women. On top of this he has also been texting the cleaner from work, although I don’t know what they talked about as he deleted it
Before I was able to properly discuss it with him, he said it’s my fault because I don’t give him enough sex and she at least talks to him.
When did my like turn into this? I don’t need people to tell me what a piece of shit he is, because I know that, I just don’t understand it