Going to try tell a long story with a small summary but don’t want to drip feed.
DP has always had a bit of a temper yet it was never directed at me. I knew he had messy relationships in the past. For some reason, despite me knowing this would probably come out in our relationship - I stayed.
Relationship goes on and the temper comes out a bit, once squared up to me, few other issues. Problem was I was becoming financially dependent on him which he offered and because of the pandemic and lack of help (I lost my job) I’ve ended up moving to new house with him.
I expressed my issue with it being ‘his’ house and he went on about how it was both of ours and he was doing it for me. Let’s me pick paint colours etc
Through so many ways since we’ve moved this week, I can see just how controlling he is. He reminds me I’d be homeless without him, that it’s him who feeds my pets and me, that he’s in charge.
I knew deep down this wasn’t a forever relationship and I want out so much but I’m now dependant on him and I know leaving would be worse. I just needed to vent