Two days ago me and my other half had a blazing row and I said we were done, over, finished. We have two boys (age 3 and 9mths) and we are in the middle of lockdown so neither of us can go anywhere.
He is already sleeping on the sofa as our youngest has had trouble sleeping at night so has been in bed with me.
Nothing has changed since I said what I said. So I don't know what to do or think about it. I feel very conflicted. It would be so easy to just apologise and put everything back to normal but I just don't think that's what I actually want. I am currently on mat leave and have no income until I return to work in March. I have no where to go. I'm miserable and don't know what to do for the best. I also can't rule out that I am taking the argument too far - I'm on antidepressants and feel like I can't always trust my own judgement. We argue all the time and I've had enough. But would this be happening if we weren't locked in the house 24/7?? Any advice is welcome.