Been together 8 years no kids or marriage ( got together young 19) I wasn't to botherd about marriage or children and I'm still not sure I am now as a nearly 30 year old. I just keep questioning my relationship a lot this past 6 months, thinking is this it for me now and what it would be like with someone else? I love him still and still get excited when he comes back from work/ hugs me/ we have sex, just I wonder if it's more a comfort thing than love? I also a few years back developed a huge infatuation with another man I worked with but stopped contact after few months as it was getting into EA territory, he wanted to meet up and I declined it. I sometimes thing what if I look back in 50 years and regret not being with other people but then when think about leaving it hurts me to know never see him again. Why am I thinking like this? I know it could be the fact we got together young but I read alot of posts on here and they still love each other.. it's just a big case of grass is greener, and lockdown not helping I quess! Then Sometimes I think is it a sunk cost fallacy why I'm still here or am I overthinking it and I do genuinely still love him?! Not sure what replies I want just venting 🤣 X One huge thing I have learned is there is no right or wrong decision only your feelings that matter...