Dp is a wonderful man...been together for 5 tears...engaged. he has put up with a lot of resistance from dd but never stops being kind, patient and loving.
I dint feel like i'm good enough for him. When I first met him he was on very good terms with his ex..child's mum. That is a good thing but at times it made me feel like i wasnt enough. She had cheated on him and moved on but they were still a bit too entangled as he worked at hers to share childcare...that no longer happens. She is a great woman with a succesful career which I lack.
Anyway.hes divorced, im retraining but finding it tough. Hes a lovely friendly man but there are certain young, attractive women i feel jealous of. Out for a walk and we saw a friend of his...young and beautiful. He said ' she's lovely' then told me a story about how her ex had mistreated her. He. is just rubbish at hiding when he finds girls attactive although i know nothing would happen and im a jealous idiot.
He is lovely with me too so no idea why im like this...