I’ve been broken-hearted and fed up ever since. I’m at the point now where I am unable to envisage a connection with anyone again. Not because I want my ex back, I don’t at all. I just can’t see it, imagine it, hope for it like I used to. I desperately wanted to settle down with someone and still do. But suddenly romantic movies fail to strike a chord like they used to, I don’t feel anything towards compliments from anyone, I don’t feel warmth even when I know it’s there. It’s like I am numb to everything. I can’t imagine feeling close to anyone and everyone feels like an utter stranger, not just in the normal way when you’re dating but in a really cold way...I can’t picture for a moment the idea that I could be close to someone again. I genuinely feel like that’s it for me and it scares me. I used to be so passionate about relationships and feel strong and look forward to meeting someone. I just feel cold and numb and like that reality isn’t a reality for me.
I don’t understand this, has anyone experienced it?