Long story short. Corona has made us being pretty much split ever since our newborn came 7 months ago. We have spent weekend together every now and then. I don’t know what it is, but I don’t find my partner attractive anymore; he doesn’t bother taking care of himself (teeth looks in poor condition and body is nothing what he had) he annoys me, he has no other interests other than his job, and I don’t find him manly because he’s been a mommy’s but (and still is). I also find his side of the family straining and he still loves spending nights at mum and dads and his mum is like married to him (he won’t confess ). We’re in our 30s.
Sometimes I regret getting a kid with him, but I absolutely love my child and she’s the best that ever happened to me. I would like to move elsewhere than where my partner needs to live (close to his job and parents). Our child would have a much better life outside this area and even England.
I’m so fed up pretending.