How to find strength

[Marie84]

I'm not going to bore you all with the details and please no hate. I know what I have to do but I just know I'm not strong enough.
My partner of 5 years yet again has decided he doesn't know what he wants. I don't think he has been unfaithful but I know there has been messages to another girl. I just want to be able to leave but I find myself hanging on. I love him so much I don't know how I'm ever going to get over this. I feel such a fool.
We used to have such an amazing relationship but I know it will never be like that again. I'm so heartbroken and just don't know what to do with myself. I have 3 dds from a previous relationship and I just can't see how I'm going to be able to get through Christmas and make it good for them.
I'm absolutely distraught 💔

Hi, I finished with my dp a couple of days ago.. It feels like weeks has passed.. Despite me being the one to end things I feel an absolute loss and am thinking I've made partly a huge mistake.. Yet the reasons I did it won't change so?!.. Its hard.. I haven't any advise as know its difficult just wanted to sympathise

No advise here, but am going through the same thing. Same issues over and over and promising to change. I'm in bits really as I've done so much to try and stop this happening. Just hope it gets better for us all.

Sorry to hear you are going through the same thing. I just don't know how I am going to get through the next few months. I haven't been able to eat all week and I can barely get out of bed in the mornings.