No hugs since march

[Medusa78]

Hi , I need to know if I'm selfish. My partner and I live apart. He has heart problems . He decided to spent lockdown away from me and my 2 kids. It's now been 8 months . He won't hug or come near us . I am coping with my deaf autistic son , I also home school my youngest. I feel so lonely . I'm starting to resent him. He dissent even try to keep the relationship alive. I'm just feeling at a complete loss right now , I cry most nights . Any advice is appreciated .

Setting aside the current situation, why would you even pursue a relationship with someone you know to be a shit father with anger issues, especially as you have a special needs child? This relationship couldn't go anywhere even if he wanted it to, which he doesn't.

Just dump and block him. It's far less lonely and miserable being single than it is being in a situation like this where you are desperately waiting for someone to throw you crumbs of affection.

So he's selfish, self;absorbed and has a nasty temper?

Get rid, OP. So many flags flying here, it looks like the UN.

I think he's using covid as an excuse unfortunately...he doesn't sound interested.

From what you have said about him he sounds awful anyway.

It's horrible trying to explain and wanting them to see your point of view when they aren't worth it. I did this for many months.