Dh and I and our baby live all together. We rent but i feel like my marriage is over.
Theres to much trust issues on my side i dont trust DH anymore due to past and lies. He hugged me and told me he will work on the trust issues but this isnt the first time i have forgiven him one of many times.
Anyways i packed his things, with a cold heart but felt so upset deep down. Putting his cloths in a bag the same clothes i wash, clean, fold away and just thinking i wont be doing this anymore. It really broke me i enjoyed being a wife so much it sucks that i love him but cant trust him.
As we rent and both are joint tenants we both aren't willing to go. Reason i packed his things cause i know he wont leave and somewhat to make him see i dont want apologises anymore i need actions from him and im not messing around this time with half hearted apologies. I Dont know if i make sense, But i cant deal. Id leave if it wasnt to the fact that i made this house into a home without any help from him and it hurts, not only that how can i take LO and just go. I dont have family near by to me.
If he doesn't decide to leave which is understandable its his home to. how can we both live under the same room. Do i stay out of his sight, do i not speak to him, should i not do anything for him anymore. Im so confused on how we can be under the same room and not get eachothers nerves.
I wish we could make it work but i cant see any way to make it work. Its heartbreaking i just wanted my own little beautiful happy family with no drama and lies