I dont know why I feel so sad. I havnt been happy for the past year and have told him that a few times. He was nice the first week after the break up but after that he just turned vile
I knew I was going to feel lonely when he left and I'm not going to get back with him or ask him to come back but this is an awful feeling.
Why do I feel so sad when I'm the one who ended things? It wasnt done on a whim either, I have properly thought about it and dont regret my decision at all