Ok, so i'm struggling with myself a lately. I had a miscarriage last year, and this year my husband was made redundant, i had problems with my pregnancy, my baby was induced 3 weeks early, 11 weeks after birth, i was rushed into a&e with imflammed pancreatis and had my galbladder out, we had problems in house and... well i feel so lost, i suffer greatly with depression and anxiety, i'm on meds and counciling doesn't work with me.
My main issue thats bothering me is that my husband, told me i'm not affectionate anymore, he asked why, and just now he was trying to kiss me but he walked away saying i wouldn't kiss him back. I'm so confused about myself these days, i hardly have the chance to think because i have 3 kids and i always tell him i love him.
Surely someone has been through this or can give me some advice, i'm honestly so confused and lost inside my head. He knows this, but he is very affectionate, and i'm starting to think i'm a cold hearted witch.