I'm terrified

[blissfullyignorantorinpain]

Today my husband grabbed me and screamed in my face and ear twice. In front of our 2 yr old. I want to die so bad.

OP I’m sorry, how awful 💐

Where is he now?

Where is he now?. Are you safe currently?. Can you go out to Boots and go to their consulation room, there are domestic violence helplines available in those rooms and you can talk openly. It was NOT your fault this happened to you and you did not provoke him or otherwise drive him to doing this , this is ALL on your current husband.
Such men hate women, ALL of them.

Your son and you need to be apart from this man now. He was also subjected today to seeing his mother being abused by his dad and that is completely unacceptable. The relationship between you and your H needs to end, its over anyway because you have been abused. He too cannot afford to grow up seeing you as his mother being abused by his father.

The only acceptable level of abuse in a relationship is none. There is also no justification or excuse for what happened to you and in turn your son here today.

Please contact Women's Aid op, they have an online chat service on their website.

Just copy and paste what you've written here in if you don't want to take time writing something out.

Your son

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If you haven't done so, please tomorrow first thing, take your child with you and go to a Boots, that's probably the quickest way to access help, advice and protection as I imagine every helpline is beyond busy.
There is help out there and things will get better for you. Start with this simple thing, just say you're off for fresh air or milk...

Of course, if this escalates and you feel in any danger, then call the police. Sending strength 🙏

I hope your OK. There is help out there for you OP.