Hello all, wasn't sure if I should post here or in the mental health topic, but I do need to post!
I have been so unwell and suicidal. I've quite frankly had a really hard life, but have tried to be strong. I have been strong! Most/all of my issues have been caused by my family. Extended family.
I've had a few wines (can you tell? 😀) so might not be very eloquent but I've turned a (HUGE) corner and I'm so proud of myself (that's a BIG deal. Historically I've taken the blame for everything that's wrong in the world!)
This isn't completely self indulgent,,,,, just want to say that if I can get to where I am now after so much pain. there's hope for everyone.
I know though, that it's so hard when you reach that dead end. I just never thought I would get to where I am now and want to offer hope to anyone who is desperate.
And also to thank everyone here who has helped me under my different user names. I really had no one else and the kindness from posters is something I'll never forget.