Good evening MN , hope you are all well :)
So I broke with my girlfriend 3months ago now we were together for 4yrs so quite a while wasn't just a short fling it was a serious relationship with lots of ups and downs mainly due to me but not fully.
To cut a long story short we've been broke up for 3 months now and I am in absolute pain especially because she is in a new relationship already which I find crazy after all the years we were together and it breaks my heart especially when she tells me "he's amazing" " I'm so in love" " he treats me amazing" etc which I know it is to wind me up and is probably just a rebound but she does seem to really be in love with him always with him doing stuff etc but then again up until a few weeks ago she was still meeting up with me kissing me while seeing this guy so she can't love him that much but apparently there "serious" now and we cut all contact other week so shes never even had the chance to miss me.
Anyway, I am going off-topic here the main reason for the post is I physically or mentally can not see my self with another girl, and like I cry every day driving to work, every day after work and I just can't see me ever moving on or finding anyone ever again or truly loving anyone as I do her.
Are these emotions, feelings, and thoughts normal after a breakup? I mean I just feel so depressed, sad, and broken, and like I say I'm absolutely terrified I will never love anyone or find anyone ever again feels like the end of the world.