Feeling annoyed that so many past events were ruined for me. Am I being selfish?
So I know this sounds really minor and shouldn't be an issue worth bothering over especially with what's going on but recently it's been playing on my mind. It's annoyed me for months (even before the pandemic) that I've wasted so much time on people who didn't care about me especially exes and so many could be amazing events like nights out and even Christmas events got ruined because of them and how they made me feel. It angers me that because of this coronamelt flaring up again that loads of events especially Christmas ones got cancelled again and I wish I could enjoy them with my amazing fiance. I know this sounds like moaning and being selfish but needed to get it off my chest.
Don't get me wrong I've had plenty of good events and nights out were I really enjoyed myself and felt amazing and I know when this whole thing CAS down there will be plenty more events that me and my fiance can enjoy. We started seeing each other last December but weren't a proper couple until Christmas Eve. I just wish we would've became a couple sooner. I'm grateful we got to enjoy lots of Christmas events last year but wish we were a proper couple at that time.
Is anyone else feeling like this? Thanks and sorry about the rant lol.