DH and I don't share finances but he himself mentioned his credit card statement was less than usual. I don't know why, but for some unknown reason when the statement came in today and was left on the side of the kitchen I picked it up.
The first line was a payment for an Only Fans subscription. I know what it is, and know a lot of people use it for things that aren't sexual but let's be honest, not many do.
I've confronted him about it, he said he saw a reality person on a tabloid website mentioned as having an Only Fans account and curiosity got the better of him.
I know he watches porn, he's always been open and honest about it and I genuinely don't really have an issue with him watching it (I know as a woman I should, but I don't). But there's something about the fact that he paid for it this time.
I'm fuming. We've been going through a weird time and arguing quite a lot recently and it just feels like as things were starting to get better, this comes up.
I suppose I just wanted to vent, I'm not going to leave him over it. And if he'd have mentioned that he'd done it or was going to, I might have even laughed, called him a knob and moved on. But I can't help but feel this may have been going on longer than this particular statement I found.