So I split up with my ex partner in January this year.. we’ve been on and off for the last 3 years since our little boy was born, he was quite a violent person towards me but in arguments we were both as bad as each other. We didn’t speak from January- July we decided to put our differences aside so he and our little boy can have a decent relationship and would be nice to get on.. fast forward to end of September it’s getting abit too friendly for me and he was slipping back to how he used to be with me emotionally manipulating me and controlling. We ended up sleeping together a few times took our son out together which was nice to see little one happy. But as I’ve backed away my ex doesn’t like it.. he’s told me how much of a sh*t mum I am, I also suffer with depression and he saying I can’t cope because I moved to my parents (but that was because I didn’t have anywhere to go when we split and no money) he told me I don’t deserve my little boy and I should go and kill myself :( after this i said that we should go to mediation so there’s no more arguing infront on our little boy but now he’s saying I can have our boy to myself and he can go find him when he’s older if he wants to. I don’t know what to do for the best... someone help!