I just don't love my boyfriend anymore.....

[outoflove19]

I've been with my boyfriend for 4 years. I've known him for a very long time, since we was 14 and we are both nearly 30.

We have a beautiful 19 month old baby boy together. However, when our son was only 5 months old he cheated on me. I decided to stay with him but since finding this out ive fell completely out of love with him.

Problem is, I don't want him to be with anyone else. That's so selfish of me to say but I really can't imagine leaving him and knowing he's with someone else.

I think he's fell out of love with me to and ive tried to have conversations with him about it but he never admits it.

I feel awful for being this selfish but I can't bare the thought of it!!!!

But even if you do stay with him he's still going to be with someone else

In the sense that he has already cheated on you, so he will most likely just keep doing that whenever he wants.. so staying with him to stop him seeing other people is pointless, if you see what I mean?!

Not trying to be cruel, just trying to make the harsh reality.

P.S. I'm so sorry for you- what a fucking shit thing to do to a new mother