You know how it is when you just get feelings for someone. I literally have spent the last two weeks obsessed with a guy I don't really know. But he's been flirty with me. talking to me. He's complimented me to someone else. But he's just not gone any further Into it.
Mean while I've become obsessed with him. Thinking of him every hour of the day. Trying to find him on social media with no sucess. Making myself look pretty every morning incase I see him.
I don't know when or if I'll see him again. He is only temporarily working near me. He's possibly going to be back a few more times. But I don't know for sure.
I have children. I think he possibly has a son. There's a million reasons why its far too indulgent to even consider going down that road.
I want to forget about it. Its making me really unproductive. I dream about him. I constantly hope be will find me on Facebook. I know he's not likely going to slip his number Into my hand because he's with his colleagues. I know I'm going to feel abit flat because he's put me on a high for the last two weeks. But I need to get back in the real world.
So how do I do that? How do I forget him?
How do I take my mind of it. I can't even watch Tele for long because my mind's always on him.
Feel abit cringe writing this. But he really has got my attention and this is probably the first time this has happened in my adult life.