My ex and I split 6 weeks ago, it was completely out the blue. He had been working away and something didn't feel right. He had been going to the pub on a night afterwork which was fine, why would I question it? I just had a gut feeling something was wrong. He had been messaging me, telling me he loved me and our 6 month old son, we have been looking at houses and we even video called the night before. Next day he ended it with no reason. I've since found he is now in a relationship with a 19 year old girl (he's 22) who lives in the same town that he had been in and is a barmaid in the pub he had been going to. I found that he had been seeing her behind my back and he obviously had to make a choice. I even messaged the girl and told her what had happened- she ignored me and started posting pictures of him and her which broke me! He hasnt asked about his son or seen him since, he doesnt pay me child maintenance and im just broken. Its been 6 weeks and it still gets me somedays and i want to cry. I lay in bed at night and cry as i dont like to do it infront of my baby. Im just heartbroken but i feel so angry and my hatred towards them both is so much! I'm worried how long it will take me to get over it as i just feel miserable. I want to move on but it hurts me and i dont know when the right time is to be over it 😢 my baby is the only thing keeping me going.