I want to settle down . But I cannot find anyone who wants to be in a relationship with me . I’ve only had 1,2nd and 3rd dates in 5 years ! It seems that I meet men and they think I’m attractive ish then after the date poof they are gone .
I have had a few relationships but that seems so far away . I’ve not ever had a good , healthy relationship .
I put myself out there by asking a guy I liked out and he rejected me after 1 date and made it very clear he never wanted to see me again . He also kept mentioning how pretty other women are ! I feel like a fool for trying . I can’t keep re playing the rejection in my head , wondering why I was not good enough .
I just feel so ugly and awful inside . Nothing particular happens on the dates stands out as bad . About half the men I am not attracted to myself .
Any words of wisdom ?