Name changed.
Been married a year and together 6. Dh is my soul mate, we were friends before we got together and I can’t imagine life without him. He’s the best dad and a great provider. He works hard and earns a very good wage, our life is good.
Except I feel so unloved and unattractive. He has never called me beautiful or anything. It’s just always “you look good”. He never had a proper girlfriend before me.
We barely have sex, it’s been 3 since lockdown. He is embarrassed about his body and doesn’t like me seeing him baked at all or touching him. He’s 100% not gay.
He does this thing though that when he’s fast asleep he tries it on with me! He will be snoring then all of a sudden come onto me by kissing me. As soon as I try it on with him it’s like he wakes up and realises and turns over.
In the morning he says he can’t remember a thing.
When he’s in this state it’s like a completely different man who is confident. It sounds so weird 🙈
I’m just so fed up. I miss how we used to be, how much we used to just snuggle on the sofa etc.
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