Bit of a strange one I guess but over the past month I've been having dreams about previous exes of mine and even though it was their fault the relationships didn't work eg cheating its making me feel so so lonely.
I've been single 4 years now and whilst I've dated people in that time I've had nothing serious. I haven't dated or spoken to anyone in over a year now. I try keep busy and tell myself I don't need someone and to make my life good. And although I'm happy within myself I just feel this hole of loneliness inside.
Lasts nights dream has actually made me emotional and teary. This particular ex I really miss. I felt he got me and I got him. Although he had many issues and did mess me around. I just can't shake the dream off. It was made me feel like I had someone to confide in, like my safe place and people describe as "home" and I guess that's why I'm sad today because that's all I want really. They have all been really vivid dreams and it's really getting me down.
Before people say he could just be around the corner or try be happy alone. Thank you but I've heard it so many times and I am happy in my own skin. I just really long to meet that person who makes me feel like they are "home"