I’m scared how much this has hurt me

[OhSoSad]

We broke up after nearly 2 years together and I still don’t really know why but I miss him so much and it’s tearing me apart. I’m trying so hard to get past it but all I do is cry, I don’t understand what went wrong but he’s made it clear there’s no going back. I hurt myself this morning, not badly but just to feel something other than the pain of wanting him and not knowing why I wasn’t enough when at one time he loved me so much. How the hell do I move on or ever trust anyone again?

Oh op
I'm so sorry. Why did you break up?

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way I'm not sure what to suggest i just didn't want you to feel alone x

I'm so sorry. Please get in touch with your GP though, the self harming is very worrying. It starts small, and can snowball very quickly. Please keep yourself safe above all else. Do you have friends or family you can talk to or stay with for a while?

You haven't found anyone else you need to get out there and date and stop hanging on to who YOU THOUGHT HE was

I don’t know why he ended it, he won’t talk about it but it’s left me feeling utterly worthless, I can’t see any future.

Heart break is the worst when it is t what you want. But you know this will pass. Please see your GP for some support and look for some counselling. You need to grieve and find a safe place to do this. Be kind to yourself. And gather good people around you.