Sleepless nights

[Lacey2019]

Morning to anyone up

I am a big fan of the 3am club. I wake up every night, even a year on, with a tight chest, just in tears that I wasn’t enough for my ex fiancée but that someone else was a few weeks later.

I don’t know how I’ll ever come to terms with it

Hey, I'm sorry you feel like that and have clearly been made to feel like shit by your ex.
I was in the same situation 8 years ago. Ex broke up with me and moved on extremely quickly (I'm not convinced it didn't start before we broke up). I felt much the same as you for 2 years till I met my now husband, we've now been together 5.5 years, have 2 amazing fur babies, 1 new born human baby and are half way towards a deposit on a home of our own. I don't tell you this to make you feel bad, just the opposite, I didn't feel I deserved anyone good, that I wasn't worth it or good enough too, but I am, and so are you! Give yourself time to grieve your relationship and don't let anyone tell you when you should be 'over it'. We all have our own timeline and get there in our own way. But take this time as a positive! Work on you! Learn something new, buy yourself some new clothes or a new haircut. Make yourself happy, don't rely on someone else. You're enough and don't settle for anyone that says or makes you feel otherwise.

Thank you @Mommabear20 fingers crossed I find happiness like that :)