Hi its just passed two years since exH and i separated. We have a 7year old DS together. I still have days when i feel like a m mourning our lives when we were a three. Our marriage was in a bad place when we split up- he squabbled and he put me down alot based on my appearance (mainly weight) wasnt very caring and never initated sex. I also caugjt him deleting loads of messages and said they were emails etc and refused to show me his phone. It was the cherry on top of the cake really and i said it was best we divorce. He moved on v quickly and now has a child with someone else. I will always care about him ... he is DS dad and for some reason that seems to mean alot to me. I dont know what im trying to say really... maybe i wonder if anyone else at two years down the line feels this way? Like mourning your old life? Is it normal?