Hi need some advice, would you stay or would you leave?
Bit of background:
Been with my partner on and off for about 6years we have 2 beautiful children.
At the start things were amazing, pretty soon he started to become jealous, insecure, he would question everything and become very controlling. As soon as I became pregnant he became violent. He would convince me it was my fault and I would apologise to him because he made me believe I mentally abused him resulting in him lashing out at me.
Fast forward a few years and we split up, he got into a new relationship in a matter of hours, things were extremely toxic and we cut ties for a year, he had no contact with me or our children.
From an accidental run in a year on he slowly crept back into our lives and I thought he changed, back to the start of our relationship all those years ago. Turns out he was cheating on me for 2 months and got both of us pregnant, I found this out on the day I suffered a miscarriage. And the other girl lied about being pregnant. I lost my house and found I had no where else to go but move in with him.
I want to leave but I’m scared. I’m not happy but I’m so scared of leaving.
Any advice welcome...