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I have been with OH 16 years on/off. We don't have much of a relationship or maybe I'm asking for too much, I don't know.
We have 3 children together, and I'm stuck in a vicious circle of him being vile and nasty to me, then he walks out but a few days later manipulates me into letting him back. I'm now in my 30s and I don't want to live this life. But then he is all I've known since my teens. He has said some horrible horrible things to me today and walked out again.
I want to call him but then apart of me believes in everything happening for a reason.
I'm torn and I need strength to stand my ground.
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oneplusthree · 23/07/2020 19:43
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