I really can't explain what these feelings are. Before I begin, I need to say I'm in a loving and happy relationship, I am going to spend the rest of my life with the man I am with.
About 5 years ago I met someone in work who I just got on with. We never flirted, it was just a friendship, I didnt even have any form of communication with this person outside of work.
I liked everything about him, his personality, his laugh, even silly things like the way he walked. I never acted on any feelings, there is no possibility he could have known about my secret feelings. He left the company and moved to a different town. I havent seen or spoken to him since.
That was about 3 years ago. But he creeps into my thoughts a lot, especially the last year or so.
I feel terrible, I feel guilty for having these thoughts, if my other half found out it would kill him. I was just wondering if anyone else has experienced similar emotions/thoughts. I just want them to go away.