Feeling emotional after dream

[Rosegoldlilly1]

I've been a single mum for 3.5 years now. My DS is 4. In the 3.5 years I've dated people but they all turned out to be idiots and not serious. My ex was abusive.
Last night I had a dream, seemed vivid. I had met a lovely guy and I just had this feeling of pure content. I felt safe and happy, like this person was my best friend.
In reality I keep myself busy to try not to feel lonely. I think deep down this is what I want to find. I'm feeling really emotional now as I think I've suppressed these feelings of finding someone to share my life with. And after this dream it's opened a tap of emotions.

It's telling you not to give up, start dating again, you know from experience to bin the losers from the first red flag.

Thanks for the reply. Yes maybe. Part of me is scared and I try not think about it. But really I know it's what I want. Just hard because I feel I have no opportunity to meet anyone. I've tried the online dating. Got no where. It never seems to go beyond a few messages.