I'm 26 and been questioning my relationship, I love him but part of me thinks am I still here just out of comfort? I quess this all stems from me being very attracted to another man late last year, I knew he liked me and I did to but nothing ever happened he did try to meet up with me but I declined it, made me feel upset and guilty about partner. I still enjoy spending time with him and cuddling/ sex ( mostly initiated by me) we have no kids as I'm not sure yet, no marriage but rented house lived together for 4 years together 7. Look forward to going away on holidays ( when it happens again), Thought of loosing him makes me sad and hurts me but Part me worries sometimes that I could look back on my life and worry if this is it? Maybe it's because nothing is progressing between us anymore? I moved hour half away from my family don't have many friends were I live at the moment and need find a new hobby, don't like my job either so I need to change these aspects of myself. I seem to have developed this anxiety over my relationship
I'm not sure what I'm after really just somewhere to voice what I'm thinking. Hope that okay 🙏 X