I’m trying my absolute best to carry on each day, but lately I just feel like I’m letting my daughter down. Today I’ve sent the lawyer almost 2 months salary to try and get my husband to deal with the finances and send off and application so I can try and move on. I’m always stressed and I’m functioning but nothing else. My daughter is not having the life she should have and I feel so bad. I’m always frustrated, never have patience, worry about money.
Why is he doing this to us.... I don’t have a clue how I’m going to finance this. He has applied for child contact proceedings now last week his solicitor has said. I can’t afford it all but I can’t afford him to damage our daughter. If I give in now then he’ll put her in danger all over again.
I still just feel like I’m being abused, he still holds all the cards.