Ive posted before, my and partners relationship hasn't always been the best but weve worked on a lot of our problems so its better then what its was. so I was just using the main computer yesterday and was trying to get back to a page I was previously on and found some search history, 2 hours worth of porn early hours sunday morning. 2 hours!! weve had sex twice in 8 months. using medication and blood pressure issues as a excuse. so heres me just plodding on because you cant help it if its medical right.... well obviously its not medical if he can watch that for such a long time, and its all specific searches so not like he was just browsing which tells me it wasn't a one off. also in the middle of his searches hes tried to a history cleaner (clearly didn't work) which again tells me its more frequent. Ive brought it up a little and he sort of just regressed into himself. and then this morning Iog back onto the computer and hes left the chrome window on.... (im working from home, not snooping) and all the settings tabs are open and hes changed everything so it automatically wipes you search history. so again another indicator this is pretty frequent.
i just think this is two things ive found by pure accident what on earth am i going to find if i actually do snoop. with the lack of sex i just feel so deflated and demorilised now. he clearly doesn't want a sexual relationship because he can obviously get it up for porn.
obviously were in lockdown so theres not a lot i can do about it anyway.