A few of years ago I did something awful... I cheated on my DH. My behaviour was totally out of character for me and I have absolutely no idea now what I was thinking. It's almost like it wasn't me, but it was. I'm not going to excuse what I did or why and I still feel guilty about the whole situation. I feel so guilty to both my DH but also the OM. I lied to them both. I made promises I couldn't keep and just generally behaved appallingly. My DH forgave me and we moved on with our lives. Recently, though, I cannot get the situation out of my head and how it all ended and how I never got to say I'm sorry. I'm not going to do anything about it but I just need to let it out I guess.