Is anyone else struggling with a distanced rerelationship. I haven't seen my girlfriend for 9 weeks now and it's really becoming more stressful and hard to manage as the days & weeks go by. I had open heart surgery this time last year and have been placed in the at risk shielded category. My employers sent me home and furloughed me, not sure what will change at the end of the 3 month period. My girlfriend said to me the other day 'Oh just come over it'll be ok' but I can't help worrying it won't! Her daughter selfishly comes and goes as she pleases between her bf house and her mothers home ignoring lockdown and her mother just let's it happen. She's always given in to her kids, well adults now( girl 21 son 25) they are both lazy as hell and she constantly picks up after them.
It's a beautiful day out today and I'd love to be with her but as the situation stands we're told not to. She lives 40 miles away, I just wish she hadn't said it as I feel guilty & wretched now. It's hard enough managing as it is not really being allowed out the front door. I do chance it going to the supermarket late when no ones around but its not good, given my health issues and diabetes if I catch it its game over! Even more sickening when the government are telling us to do one thing and their senior staff do what they please . Anyone else in this situation?....rant over