Asked ExH to leave almost 3yrs ago because he was on Tinder. I Asked for us to work through things 3 wks after that, but he said he had moved on. He’s now been living with new partner for 2 years and divorce finalised last year.
But I still want him back. I’ve dated a lot, Hans one relationship that lasted a few months, I am trying desperately to move on. But every so often I have a vivid dream of me still being married to my ex and I’m so full of joy in the dream. Then I wake up and can’t stop crying for the rest of the day and usually get very low for a few days.
I don’t know what to do. I’m 41, we have once DC together. I can’t go the rest of my life lining for “my happy days” which are over.