Looking for some advice . So to try and summarise. Im a sensitive person and I tend to get " vibes" . When this occurs I tend to find myself preoccupied and searching for answers. So recent " vibe" has been regarding my partner possibly using porn /cam sites. No idea how this started it may have been me noticing he had a couple of porn gal type connections on social media. But since He has many friends on social media and doesnt know even half of them I put it down to naivety on his part.
So cut to the other night where I ask him if he does use porn of late. To which he responds ,no he doesn't, out of respect for me. I was quite happy with his response but unfortunately something was still niggling. The next evening he is sat on his phone email account open. I caught glance of an email but cant remember exactly what it said. Was along the lines of .." lots of vids" I didnt think anything of it , it was his behaviour that raised an eyebrow. He seemed to go very excitable and clicked on another email that had a voucher code thing. I thought it odd so it didnt sit well with me. I did some research ( Im not a porn user so donk know names of websites.) Iv reached the conclusion it was an email from ManyVids? Tell me folks do you think Im crazy and putting it all together to fit with my current mindset.? I have a problem with it as I have discovered porn of boyfriends in past and relationship never recovered. I really dont know how to navigate this. Im sure that if Im overinglating this and discuss it with him I may look like a complete idiot. Any wisdom..Sorry if this is a jumble. So much pressure at the moment with lockdown. Just need a listening ear /advice . Thankyou