Hi
I suffered a miscarriage with my first pregnancy last year and I’m still struggling to deal with certain emotions, which can cause problems with my partner. I do think we have communication issues as when we argue (over petty things) it can get pretty heated quickly, shouting etc. He’s always been like and I always get frustrated as I can’t get my point across.
We recently had a disagreement where something was thrown and I ended up pushing him, purely out of frustration and retaliation. I know this is completely unacceptable and I am devastated with myself and unable to forgive myself. I am in no way a violent person, I’m just so lost and don’t recognise myself anymore. I hate the person my miscarriage has turned me into. My husband has forgiven me already but I’m beating myself up so much. He is very quick to shout and get stressed over unimportant things, which annoys me as I thought what we went through would put things into perspective. Has anyone else experienced something like this? I’m so gutted it’s got to this 