I feel so stupid even typing this but around a year and half ago I started texting this boy and he told me he liked me and wanted to start talking and we slept together and after we had sex I ask him about us talking and he just laughed it off. We continued texting/sexting for months and months I really enjoyed it at the start and it was just abit of fun but now feel as I have caught feelings for this boy I have become so obsessed with him I check his social media everyday like it’s the newspaper and my heart sinks when I see him like another girl post. I found out he was talking to another girl while still sexting me and I went crazy and he was saying sorry and begging me not to tell her. Then that girl didn’t last long and 3 weeks later he messaged me again and he was so nice to me I stupidly let him add me back on snapchat then it all started again he’ll tell me he wants to speak to me and after I make him * he doesn't text me again until he wants some more. I almost feel forced to send him things even if I’m not in the mood I still get up and do it because I want him to want me. After typing this out I realise how stupid and pathetic I sound I was in a similar relationship like this one 2 years ago and I promised myself I’d never do it to myself again it took me a long time to start loving myself I feel so bad to my past self for doing this again.. Do I block him off everything and ghost? In way i don’t want to block him on Instagram because I want him to see what he’s missing and proper glow up. Or do I tell him I’m seeing someone when he messages again?