A few years ago a friend and I got close, we did not sleep together. He let me go and made an excuse at the time which I did not take very well. I later found out he was having some problems in his life but he had too much pride to tell me. I would ignore him at venues with mutual friends as I was hurt which was immature but I made amends so I could be at peace.
I have sporadicly seen him since. Nearly 3 years later I bumped into him before lockdown. He randomly asked if I was seeing anyone and then told me he had not luck with his dating when I asked him. From his body language I can tell he has some sort of feelings for me.
My head says forget him after all of the heartache I went through trying to move on last time. Friends have told me I should meet someone new. It's like the feelings all came back once I saw him again. But then my heart says 'what if'. Is it worth another try after lockdown or move on?