Lost trust

[HampshireMummyof2]

Hi, been with do for over 15 yrs with 2 dc. We have not been "right" for a while but making the best on my side. He came home very late last night after helping out at the local shop. He then said he had to pop to the local pub to drop something of (the shop supplies some food for their takeaways) (this is also his local and he enjoyed going for a drink before lockdown). Don't know why but this morning I can't be in the same room as him as I don't trust him anymore. I just have this feeling and can't shake it. Not sure if it's everything coming to a head or just me being silly. Don't know what I want really. I know you can't really comment as dont know. But just need to say it to someone.

When you say things haven't been right, what do you mean?

What do you get out of this relationship now?.

If there is no trust, there is really no relationship.

Also his late night visits to this pub "to drop something off" sound suspect as well, who is he meeting there?.

Why did you write, "We have not been "right" for a while but making the best on my side".

What has been happening in your home?. I would urge you not to keep on trying to make the best of what really seems like a rubbish relationship here.

What did you learn about relationships when you were growing up?.
If you have DC, what do you want to teach them about relationships and what are they learning here?. Would you want them to treat their respective partner like you are being?.

Are you saying you suspect him of having an affair?