Long story short, I have always known I was bisexual maybe gay. At 14 I tried to tell my best friend however she told me I was being daft & just needed a boyfriend. I have never spoken to anyone else until now! I met my husband when I was 15, we had a baby at 17 & married at 18, I always felt the need to be straight (my parents would never accept me if I wasn’t) I’m now 26 & 11 years into my relationship with the most caring loving husband I could ever ask for & I do love him. However I admitted to him over the past few weeks about my attractions towards women & he has been so supportive!! (Which makes all this harder!) I don’t want to loose our family unit but I don’t want to be in a relationship that I don’t have the sexual attraction in, it’s like living with my best friend I avoid sex, we laugh, we cry we’re great together but we’re not a couple. He offered me a free pass to go and explore of course I said no, but I can’t get it out my mind the opportunity to see if I am gay or if I was confused..