my partner of six years left yesterday... now I'm on my own .. it came about because I've been really snarky with him all this last week. I'm in lockdown and he's still going to work every day, but when he comes home, he has just been; laying games and watching YouTube on his phone...
It's bad enough being furloughed from work and unable to go anywhere ... then I get nothing from him when he's home. .
He cheated on me two years ago, and it was so out if character, that I did have him back ....however, I've never really trusted him since ...so.his being attached to his phone has got my heckles up and I'm questioning him over what he's doing, and who he's talking to ...I actually do think he is just switching off and playing games etc, but I have so much time.in my hands at the moment, that I'm overthinking everything ...
He's been round today to fetch some stuff, and I've asked if we could consider counselling ... he won't say yes, or no ...he just says that he can see how much he hurt me, and how much what he did changed me, that he's not sure we can resolve things ...says he will look into it this evening.. he still says he loves me and always will, but I would've thought if he did, then it's worth going to counselling to try to resolve our issues ..
I just feel so alone right now ...