Just that really. My marriage has been crap for a long time and I’m sick of it. Sick of being love bombed and then ignored. Sick of being married to somebody who wants everything his own way. Sick of being spoken to like an employee unless he wants sex. Sick of sleeping on my own every night unless he’s got a chance of sex. Nothing about my marriage is normal and I’ve had enough of trying to deal with his weirdness. The kids are witnessing an unhappy mother who has basically shut down to cope. I used to cope by spending as little time with him as possible. We just don’t get on anymore. When I try and talk to him about any of it, he shuts me down and disappears so I’m left feeling even more alone and unhappy. I should have left years ago. Lockdown has made me realise just how lonely and unhappy I am. There’s no physical abuse and I’m not in any danger I’m just really really unhappy and lonely. I’ve looked at Airbnb but they’ve shut down. So if a person wants out right now how do they go about actually splitting up and moving somewhere else? How do I leave right now? Has anybody else done it since lockdown began?