My partner of 2 years ended the relationship last night( over the phone). We have been trying to make things work for a while as something just seemed "missing" but it still hurts like hell. I just feel empty and i know i am going to miss him so much. There is no bad feelings and i understand that if he doesn't feel the same way then he has to do what is right for him but i don't know how to deal with it.
At the moment i am so emotional , i desperately want to speak to him but i know I can. I know deep down it will be for the best but how to i start to put myself back together and accept it . This was my last chance at love , i was single for 6 years before i met him after a divorce and he came along and blew me away but I cant let myself go through this again.......I think i actually knew all along this would happen. He is unsure of what he wants and very up and down with his emotions. I know ultimately i will be happier as the pressure of dealing with this has dragged me down and i dont feel like myself anymore.
Apologies for the rant, i haven't spoken to anyone yet as i dont want to worry my family and friends when they cant even come and hug me