I met a man online 3 years ago.
When we first got together he said he would come and see me weekly and the odd days that he's off work.
That quickly changed to once a fortnight.
So now we only see each other every other weekend and I don't think this can work anymore. During the week we speak via msn and its such a predictable conversation every bloody night:
"hiya babe"
"hi, hows you?"
"i'm good, you?"
"i'm good"
" so what you been upto today then?"
Its become so boring that when he asks me what I've done that day I just say "Nothing" because I cant be arsed to type everything down that ive done within the space of a day.
Important times he's hardly ever here, like christmas for instance...first christmas he spent with his grandad. Second christmas he said he had to spend with his mum and this christmas he's said he will be working. I wonder what the point of being part of a couple is if you spend more time on your own. Especially at times like christmas.
If ever there is a show on we can never go unless its on "his" weekend, my favourite band are playing one show this year and we cant go as it falls on the wrong weekend.
Everynight I'm sat talking to a pc screen instead of cuddled up with someone on the sofa. Surely this can't work out?