Things haven't been going well between myself and my husband for some time and they got worse when DS2 left for university last autumn. "D"H thinks this is when things changed.
Just after new year I broke my ankle, I was on crutches, non weight bearing but during this time "D"H did not so much as make me a drink. I had to make my way into the kitchen on crutches to make my own food.
During this time I became more and more resentful and snappy. I even said to him during one of these discussions that he had chance now to show me he cared and there was something to save. Nothing changed. Two weeks ago we had an argument where we both agreed there was nothing to save and since then we have not spoken.
I was planning to speak to both DSs over the Easter period and then move out once DS2 had returned to Uni. This is not now happening and lock down seems to be looming for all of us.
I viewed a rental house today as one has actually come up within my price range. The thing is I can't work out whether now is a good time to be making such a major life change. DSs are 21 (lives away but will come back if we go into lock down) and 19 in a few days so they are old enough to understand and have the whole thing explained