Am I being un reasonable ? So I’ve been with my partner 3 yrs I have a son in a previous relationship. My partner is double my age which has never really bothered me before it now really is as he looks old And I just don’t feel attracted to him anymore & as much as he shows me love I just don’t love him I feel horrible saying this and I don’t want to hurt him. He doesn’t want any more kids & I do we always argue about it & I no he doesn’t trust me. He does a lot for me & I’ve really tried to force myself to love him but I can’t I just feel like I want to be alone & have some fun as I’m only 25 to add to confusion I’ve also started taking attraction to women as well I’ve always been curious as to what it’s like. I just feel so lost as I’ve not got many friends I no il completely be alone without him which is why I’m staying with him for the sake of not been lonely :( I no I sound so horrible I really do not want to hurt anyone but I can’t be miserable any longer any advice please ??